6/8/09

So its my mom's birthday today.....she is turning 48. That's pretty chill, we are all going out to dinner later on. The shitty part about today is that today, 6/8/09, is the fourth year that my dad hasn't been with us, well it would technically be 4 years at 2:30 p.m.. I cant even imagine what things have been like for my mom and sister. I think I find myself worried about my sister more then my mom, I mean she learning how to make pancakes this morning and filled the house with smoke. This morning I went to Balboa because that's is where we scattered the ashes. I was pretty much thinking about how I turned out after I got my degree and thinking to myself "Man, I really wish my pops was here seeing this". I find myself sitting here at subway say to myself "damn, this guy built this all from scratch and its been good to us ever since". I do find myself fortunate though because I got some of the best friends, people that live somewhat close to me and others that live in another county. I also got the rest of my family even though at times if feels like they are just roommates rather the family, sitll love them


-Nicul